I've been editing a new layout for my blog but not sure when i'm gonna publish it.
Feeling a lil bit restless due to yesterday. No, i dun blame tat sumone. I'm glad she turned to me in time like this. I really understand.
Today cooked a simple dish,sambal udang with nasi lemak.Fried some fish cakes to go along with it.
Since hubby finished class earlier today,i get him to buy some groceries on his way back home from his class. It was last minute thing as yesterday we actually went to in-laws house instead for our usual 'groceries marketing'. I couldn't make it on Sunday as i had sumone coming over my house.
Went moms house earlier today.
Hubb insisted last minute that we will be taking cab there. I refused at first as i would rather take the cab during the go-back journey as we usually would be tired from everything and train would be totally no-no.
Thank God.My Dad being generous as he has always been,offered us $20 for our trip back home..Alhamdulillah,I love you dad.
Maybe he felt bad that he couldn't send us home tats why,furthermore i stay Bedok so i dun really expect dad to send us all the way from Boon Lay,thru and fro..
But i think Didie's really need that most cuz she was in pain from her swelling piles and worse she was down with fever..Hope she would recover soon.
I enjoyed all the while at moms place,especially with baby Hadi's around.I missed having babies,really.
Hadi is becoming smarter and smarter,he would initiate to communicate,while me and didie were having conversations..He would makes all sorts of sounds from high to low pitch,he must have thought tat we were talking to him..khekhekhe,so smart.
As for tomorrow will be going to my in-laws place. I heard that hubb's younger brother Udin,had been discharged today..Syukur he was just suspected to have the high blood pressure thing,i hope now he would be more concious on his diets.
Red Hot Chilli Peppers rulez!
After all these years i'm still very much in love with this band
Not really a fanatic fan of them, it just tat after get to watch them on channel 5 yesterday night really made me head over heels again with their songs..
Never had enough, especially tat 'Give it a way'..reminds me of my schooling days.
lol.
Woke up late as i had this long conversations the night before with a close friend.
We talked over her problems which she 's having a dilemma on her relationship..I was really hoping tat watever decision she might make is for her own good.
'Dear Friend,I really am sorry for everything tat u've went thru.I really do.I hope soon you will understand what i was trying to tell you because i care.'
Received a call earlier from hubby tat his younger brother,Udin was admitted at CGH for high blood pressure,I was shocked cuz Udin had just turned 21 which is still young being diagnosed with tat...ermm, guess penyakit datang tk kira umur...
The good thing is tat weekend is coming but had no plans yet.
Had promised didie tat i'll see her at moms place this Saturday..Cant wait to see Hadi,its been like a month already.
Well Haziq seemed like in a good mood today..he kept coming to me and will give me a kiss innocently and this he will repeat again and again..dunno wat his up to *scratch head* but i loved tat so much,being kissed from own child, which mother won't melt right? Haha..
Well gotta stop now as there's not much things i cn remember nowadays,I've been holding back so many of my daily thoughts cuz everytime feel like blogging Haziq' always there disturbing his mummy..:P
Something just for fun..
pirates of the caribbean
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To have or not to have?
Everything's back to normal.
Hubby had finished his reservist and now he's back at work and his part time studies.
And back to normal for me at home.
Realized tat Haziq is becoming more demanding lately, He would ask me to pay attention on him every minutes while he plays and stuffs. I cant even update my blog or linger a little while in front of my PC except for time wen he's sleeping..
Gosh,all this while i've thot that kids wen they grow older will be more easier to handle...boy,i was wrong *sigh*
Thoughts of having another one baby had made me think more than twice..lol.
Its more easier said than done,But at the same time pitied my lil boy as he got no partner at home..As for myself i'm still not tat ready physically at this moment.
Told hubby tat we should try out early next year and he's ok with it..at least i get some times to replenish my body with some nutritions as being pregnant is not so easy one...
But then,seeing one of my ex-classmates who already had 3 kids of her own really made me envy.. She would call me once in a while and while we talked i could hear thru the phone the voices of her kids happily shouted to one another.
She really made me want another one..Cuz if she can manage wif 3 why not me?*grin shamelessly*
Thank you
First of all thanx to all for your well wishes.
well actually it was nothing serious,seriously...this infections had come and go since i gave birth to haziq early last year..tat infection came back cuz i've stopped my daily consumption of Cranberry tablets,so i got no choice but to seek medical attention tat Monday night as i had this bad cramps on my abdominal area.
i was told tat my pain was due to bladder infection plus a slight U.T.I.
Now i've recovered after taking those antibiotics given..
One after another.Haziq was down with fever since yesterday..:(
I've been thinking to bring him 2 see a doctor but today seems like the fever had subsided by just giving him tat panadol syrup every 4 hrs.
So tomorrow will be going to nearest clinic to get him those runny nose and phlegm medications.
U.T.I.
No mood to write.Pain.Pain.Pain.
Went to see doc jus now before the clinic close at 12am.Went with hubby and we dragged Haziq along. Really had to go for my pain was making feeling miserable,cant really stand properly kept bending down.Had thot earlier to go the next day but hubb urged me not to as he wil be coming home late tomorrow becuz of his class..
I was prescribed 3 medicines,one is antibiotics and the other two is the painkiller and Citravescent.
I'm going to tuck in early tonite..as this medicine really made me feel nausea and giddy..Hope by tomorrow i'm gonna feel better.
Background song from Pocahontas animated movie..teringat it was my school time berangan sgt nk jadi Pocahontas..lol..
Todah hubby got his 2 days MC..
went back and came to me showing his 2 fingers like tis |/..2 days!!
If not for this MC he mite have to re take his test he wud be having 2moro for his part time class,For him the test is much, much more important than his reservist and actually today was supposed 2 be his field camp..so hubb dpt escape tat stay-in-camp this year!Selamatz!
Went moms house today..glad tat she is recovering,but she still left with this Heartburn feelings which i'm so worried about..I really think tat doc had given her a wrong medication,Doc prescribed mom sumthing gotta do with ulcers,but i dun think so it was ulcer as it shud be sumthing to do with Acid reflux tat caused the heartburn..not ulcer.
But i really hope she will get better if not i will have to figure out something,maybe will try to bring her to the doctor.Hubby wanted me to do so as we were so worried of her conditions as i cud see she was in pain but still maintained chatting 2 us..Poor mak.
Now i start to worry bout her again..*sigh*:(
Singapore Idol vs Judges Idol
Yehoo!!Hasanah Zakaria masuk!! Was given 2nd chances in Singapore Idol..I am so happy for her!
She was my schoolmate,though i din really know her tat well, i have no doubts on her talents..She really has a powerful voice..amazing for such a petit lady like her.
Four years back i coincidentally watched her performance 'live' during one of my clubbing days,she was singing this 'Simply Red,If u dun know me by now' with a band..I was so captivated
by her voice tat i nearly sobbed,tat song she sang had touched me sumwer in my heart then..she was amazing and now i'm so happy she gets to go in for the 2nd chances given out by one of the judges....
Ouh Thank you Florence...You rock!!
Running shoe
Hubby is buying me a New balance running shoe today..am so happy as it had bn so long tk jogging sesama..but nk letak Haziq di mana ye..hmm..never mind, we cud take turns on tat:)
He wanted 2 buy me one as they are still unused balance of the credits from his SAF card..so i straight away said 'i want'.. lagipun its free,SAF yg bayar..heh..
Used to have 2 pairs of sport shoes as i remember masa tu lagi trend sana sini sumer org pakai,from brand Fila,Adidas..I loved my black and white Adidas which had been torn by dad..remember he was soo angry with me for being home late at night so in order to get me grounded at home was to destroy tat to pieces..hahhah, and now being a mother the thot tat my child would the same thing wen he grows up scares me a bit. Kids are getting smarter nowadays..eek,no more thots of tat..*tatot* but i pray for the best for my children.Every parents, i believe are doing the same.
"I pray for strength to be there wen my children need me most,I pray tat i would be granted enough patience to listen, I pray tat no matter what i wun give up praying for my loved ones..Amiin.."
Hubby 1st day reservist,not bad as he was released early today,came home at 5 and gosh i havent cook anything yet as i thot he wud be late like previous years.
Cooked a simple dish while hubby took a nap.
Earlier in the afternoon had chatted with a sister of mine over the phone.She was having tat down feelings letting go of her baby..Wat cn i say..I've not been there so i cudn't say anything..i cud feel her helplessness.If me,too wun be able to drag myself to work.i wud possibly quit if i were her,Tat's how bad i wud be if i were in her shoe.As 4 her life still has to go on and i was glad to hear her later at nite telling me tat she is adapting to the situation as she knows tat her precious one is in a safe hands..I know tat too,dun wery sis u are one strong woman,I know u would make it!
Tats the pros and cons being a working mother or a stay-at-home mother....nothing in this world has all the benefits evrybody cn enjoy. Like me being a housewife means a limited luxury,no shopping like it's nobody business,every single cents out counted.But i'm hoping to spend more time with my lil darling and get to see him growing up and learn every single details about him.
If i were to work *ouh how i missed those working days* tat will mean extra money$$$$ which i cud have for myself for savings or watever i wanna do with it and it means no guarantee tat i cud have quality times with my lil one and the impossibilities to bring back his childhood tat i might have missed.
So either way needs sacrifices.And both doesn't indicate wether a person is a good or a bad mother.
I dunno, but i hope wat i'm doing now is part of a career which i've opted for myself,even if its with no pay,no leave or no resignation.
As planned we went East Coast today..we were out from the house at around 1+,took cab to there and weather wasnt good..it was drizzling wen we reached there,called Kak Sofiah and asked where did they park their tent as i had difficulties finding them cuz there were so many tents around.
Kak Yati & abg Long had reached earlier,Kak Liza and Sofiah went out together and told me they reached around 11 plus,so they've been there since 3 hours ago..saw Abg Long and Kak Liza was having a nap at their own tentage..there were 3 tents altogether,betul2 semangat berpiknik..I ate Mee rebus Kak liza cooked,tasted so good,ask hubby to eat too and Abg Dollah offered to look out after Haziq for a while.
I regretted for not bringing my swimming suit..My son already so excited wen he sighted the sea..Tat boy!Lucky i did bring spare cloth for him so hubb took Haziq cloth off and let him play on the sand,no playing on the sea for HAziq today as hubby too din bring any spare shorts..Wat a waste hari ni..rugi betul tk merasa air laut!!
Shortly after it started to rain again..so everbody's in the tent except for hubby had to carry Haziq outside as my boy was very cranky,he din want to be inside maybe bcuz it was cramped or it was suppossingly his sleeping time so he kept crying,i pitied hubby for tat..patiently carrying Haziq around,menyesal jugak tk bawak stroller.isk!!I managed to borrow Kak Yati's stroller and we went to McCafe for sum drinks..Baru senyap sikit anak aku dpt jalan2..
Came back there and saw evrybody's packing up..Abg Long and Kak Yati already had their stuffs ready,they were the first one to go back.The rest of us,Me,didie,Kak Liza & Sofiah stayed a while,Didie took sum pics and here it is..
Reached home at at about 6+,so nice of didie for dropping us at Bedok..And thanx for the pics!
Yesterday received a call from Kak Yati bout the East Coast outings they gonna have this Sunday..all my elder sisters except for Kak Juhana, will be there..i was quite excited on their plans and since its not tat far from my house,already asked hubby and he gave me the approving looks and am so happy..cant wait!Hope tat younger sister of mine Didie will be coming too so cud take picture together2..heh!
Now i'm waiting for hubby to come home from work,will be going to moms house later but didie wun be there i guess as she had sum plans wif her MIL..
Finally its Friday..happy sungguh aku..y? nothing,well for me Friday means "here comes the weekend!' ..the sad thing is tat 3 more days to go to hubby reservist day..
There'll surely be a field camp on the 2nd week thus requires hubb to stay in-camp for 3 day 2 nites!
But hubb told me tat he left another one more exam to go which would be on Tuesday,the 2nd week of reservists so he got at least an excuse not to stay in-camp,provided must produce a proof so wat hubb's gonna do is to requests for a letter..hope tat works.
Saturday wil be going moms place..Kak Yati informed me tat she will be there as she da lama tk nengok my lil Haziq..told her tat i will be reaching lil bit late cuz hav 2 wait for hubby to return from work first..the best thing is get to meet tat chubby and encem baby nephew of mine..Hadi..nanti kan ku geget perutnya
! watch out didie!
Accidentally slept 
jus now while trying to put Haziq to sleep..now jus woke up and realise tat i had left my PC on dari tadi..isk..another thing tat i had not yet done was clean tat high-chair my son had dirtied earlier wen he fed himself the ice-cream..i dunno wat make me felt tired today maybe due to my menstruation..those cramps and bloatedness just make me more heavier to do the housechores...i din quite like the idea tat i had to pop down my throat tat Panadol Mesntrual tablets but i had no choice as evrytime my menses comes will always followed by these cramps..very painful cramps..thot those menses cramps would disappear after birth but till now since 18 mths ago after gave birth still like this..so miserable one..
rite now i better go clean tat high chair before my son's awake..
Hahhah!Nothing to do and tried this test...very interesting but i was like
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................hahhhah!
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One of my all-time favourite love story... starring my very the favourite actress,Charlize Theron..
Ouh..I simply love her since the other movie Devil Advocates...an excellent actress she is, plus a pretty face..
