...Mom in the waiting...
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Tuesday, September 21, 2004

To have or not to have?

Everything's back to normal.
Hubby had finished his reservist and now he's back at work and his part time studies.
And back to normal for me at home.
Realized tat Haziq is becoming more demanding lately, He would ask me to pay attention on him every minutes while he plays and stuffs. I cant even update my blog or linger a little while in front of my PC except for time wen he's sleeping..
Gosh,all this while i've thot that kids wen they grow older will be more easier to handle...boy,i was wrong *sigh*
Thoughts of having another one baby had made me think more than twice..lol.
Its more easier said than done,But at the same time pitied my lil boy as he got no partner at home..As for myself i'm still not tat ready physically at this moment.
Told hubby tat we should try out early next year and he's ok with it..at least i get some times to replenish my body with some nutritions as being pregnant is not so easy one...
But then,seeing one of my ex-classmates who already had 3 kids of her own really made me envy.. She would call me once in a while and while we talked i could hear thru the phone the voices of her kids happily shouted to one another.
She really made me want another one..Cuz if she can manage wif 3 why not me?*grin shamelessly*